it's only now that i realise, that no matter how i independent i become, not matter how good i become, how hardworking or whatsoever, it doesnt matter, with anal people around me, adding on to my parents burden, whatever good things that were done, will just remain as a small small small small little dot whereas mistakes are like paint. im not a forgiving person, i have high ego too. i dont want to say sorry. 

sigh, thinking that if im happy, thats alright. but it seems like i was too naive, or rather, selfish. this must be only the tip of the iceberg, there are more to come. oh well' just have to see through it till the day they or me be gone. away, maybe forever. 

OKIIEEE. one of the big big big big major reasonwhy i seldom update this place is because the new blogger really sucks. 

sooooo, basically, was late for today morning practical, but the teacher also relax relax only. so oh well.. thennn. had lessons, i was so sleepy that i fall asleep in class!! EH!! miracle ok?! went to the CCA fair after that (: helped the karate booth to give out their flyers. joining back SPJCC with yijie (: going for their anual meeting (: this year the ppl so friendly sia!! unlike last year! i have to go and ask personnaly "do i register here?" == chey! dee jay got so many handsome guys ^^^^^ stupid roliah went shouting "HUH?! XINWEI! WHAT YOU SAY? YOU SAY DEE JAY GOT A LOT OF HANDSOME GUYS!?" right after i told her that SOFTLY! ): evil right. 

my parents flew off to japan already. so good right? ): all the food, scenery ): oh well! hope they enjoy themselves! its quite ridiculous to ask my mum to buy so comics back for me right HAHAHAHAHAHA 

ok so ya hi, i totally hate the new blogger, it totally sucks and sucks! it's complicated!! ppl like me with a simple brain cnot understand!!! oh dear! anyway! went to school early in tje morning today, all my lessons this sem are in the morning. had lessons then took bus to vivo to wait for the others (: so there were me yvonne, syah, rolly, yat and sol. lepak at the sky park! it's such a hot day T.T suana sia!! yvonne went off for her work and we went to toy r us to play!! HAHAHA damn freaking funny i swear! went to meet wen xiang, fuad and xiuhao at city hall and head over to lau pa sat! billy joined us there. wenxiang then told us about his eating records, HE'S SCARY LA! he can eat 2 chicken cutlet the size bigger than the plate follow by duck rice and one more dish forget what it is 0.0 MONSTER! (: ate quite little ah. hahah. walk around the esplanade area then went to esplanade to lepak! hand the things to billy and xiuhao as they are going to sail soon. then play play play. all the memories from last time performing at esplanade, waiting for concert to start is like all vroom~ come into my head. but sadly, i got no one there to share the excitement with HAHA. oh well. really miss old times. so today is a tiring and full of laughter day, hope that everyday will be the same (: 

p.s. gretty! hope your stomach will get better tmr~~ (: 

gdnite~

ahev to rush everything casue everything was not bought yet, other than the food HAHAHAHA. went down and it was raining T.T so sad T.T but there's a rainbow (: really have to thank arleen for starting up the fire! chang bake another rainbow cake for me!!!!! HAHAH it's nice la! so you dont come BHB with me ah! sorry for making you girls starve just now HAHAH. wasnt prepared EHEHEHEH. lihui came half way, and left half way, my family also came half way and left half way! (: had so much fun talking with the girls (: took RUBBISH photos. and my hair is damn freaking oily! T.T I'm so glad to have freaky friends like them (: will love them forever!! (: