madame
Ng Xinwei is my name (:
Hehehe, I love my family and friends (:
I seldom update here so dont expect much :D
Enjoy reading my wonderful life (:
I dont experience that much of hardship as others and Im grateful for that (:
Im just living a simple life (:
Oh! And i LOVE eating :D
Follow me on twitter!!! ^^ xinxinweiwei
History
July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 June 2013 September 2013

crédits
Layout: madmadmaker
Banner: 1
Monday, January 30, 2012 9:56 PM
hmmm, typical monday!! just that during poly marina, yvonne was a noisy shit!!! HAHAH. and stupid fuad kept messing up my hair. welll. as the 01 has finished their rope test, most of them went home == those idiots la! left with me roliah yijie and fuad wating for the 02 ppl (: when they came in, we kept asking them to do planks. than take picture!!! HAHHAHAAHHA awesomeeeeee. walk to bus stop then home then tuition... (: i shall start doing my gened now, else, i dont think i'll have time to finish it, by this week right? or izit next week? haiya, also need to start doing on the discrimination thingy. tsk tsk tsk.

i think we need to keep a distance for now.

Sorry
Sunday, January 29, 2012 4:49 PM
While I was being down yesterday. I actually hurted two of my closest people. Sorry :( I'll try not to be down again, sorry G & LP.

Emo
Saturday, January 28, 2012 6:48 PM
all of a sudden, dark clouds start to appear. hopelessness is taking over. i'm a terrible person. i don't know you any longer. if you're reading this and thinking about that guy, i can tell you: "you're wrong."

Grett's Celebration
Friday, January 27, 2012 10:34 PM
started off the day having BST, again, joseph lee just zoom through the whole lesson, but his lessons, i realise, is actually quite productive eh, all the things he say makes sense. hmmm, ended lesson around 10 plus, here comes my spoilt day!! we waited for practical which starts at 1 pm. but then when we reach the workshop, mr ng just put a sign there saying that today lab cancel!!! WTH??? we waited for 3 freaking hours just for nothing!!! walao eh!!! after that went to meet greta and her mama at jp, spent 30 plus on comics again HEHEHEHE... shoooo, went to her house after that, avril and danial joined in (: played monopoly deal (: lara joined in soon, follow by mich liying and liping. by the time liping come, i need to leave alr T.T sighh. got dancing lesson, finally finished mona lisa today.



Hmmmm
Thursday, January 26, 2012 7:10 PM
today was quiteeee.... hmmmm. went to school around 1pm. kinda quarrel with roliah cause of last week. silence battle ah. sigh... missing msia too much, cant bring the normal me out to reconcile with her T.T so the first half of the workshop was quite awkward. while welding, i was doind super super super badly, i swear!! it was damn bad!! it was so terrible i teared up!! sighhh, cause of broken friendship also ahhhh~~ T.T luckily half way through she came to talk to me ((: hehehehe, after that mr chua yijie roliah yvvone zhoulun also came to guide me!!!! ^^ thanks!! ^^ so after that went to jp and buy books!! the popular queue was soooooooooooooooooooo longggggg. im suppose to be having tuition now but i dunno why the house got no one T.T sighhhh... waiting for the callllll~~~

Awfully Awesome CNY
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 10:16 PM
alright! my CNY spent in msia this year was special ^^ compared to normal. my father's side family went for a resort instead of staying at my grandparent's house (: it was damn freaking awesome!!! there was no one else staying in the resort that night, i think because of CNY ah. so its like the whole resort belongs to us ^^ lets start (:
this is before reaching kl, the weather was damn terrible, kept rainging then sunny then raining then sunny, kept repeating. the cloud had even sunk to the surface of the earth ^^ with a dragon head (: hahaha. cant see la.
my super cute grandma ((:
trust me, my dad and my uncle was damn high that night while singing karaoke.
while we "children" are playing with fireworks ^^
went to the mini waterfall before dinner ^^ the water was so nice and cool ^^
the sheep lawnnnnnnnnnn, with out any sheep T.T

i love my cousins ^^

in order to pluck some fruits, this was how the car was parked haha.
FAMILY PICTURE ^^

my super cute grandpa (((:
he almost fall into the mini waterfall, lucky ah lucky.


we were "riding" on the car ((: to cross the mini river ^^ it was awesome!!! ^^

sleeping beauty ^^
another super cute grandma (((:




AT MY MOTHER'S SIDE HOUSE ^^ IPOH!! everyone wating for the steamboat to boil, my brother perfectly shows the singaporeans way.
my cute cute cute cousin ^^
counting down HAHA.
dear cousin T.T i pray hard for your childhood T.T
snap this while my cousin was eating ^^

the loyal-est dog!! he has been there since very long time ago (:
the last picture before leaving ipoh ((: my beautiful cousin!! ^^

ok! now to summarise, my cny was really really really very fun (: back at ipoh, my cousin was telling me about her love story ((: so sweeeeeet~~~~~ you tell me where to find a guy who will video the path for you PERSONALLY, directing you to this place and this place when you say you duuno how to go to that particular place, haha okok, soudns confusing. but my cousin still keep that video ^^ so sweeet~~~~ HAHA. her love story also like some drama one. hehehe. GAMBLE!!! this thing is a CNOT miss out thingy in kampung ^^ gamble like mad, but this year i lost like mad HAHAHAHAHA. no luck!!! played mahjong also!!! nice nice~~~ was also reminiscing about the past with my cousin. like how we use to play paper barbie dolls everytime we come back.. then how we always cycle everywhere and alot alot alot more. sighhh~~ seriously miss that time.. (: the moment i'm back in singapore, all the troubles start barging into my life!! ugh!! GENED!!! whatever!!

Imagine having a place, or two, to return to, when all the things aound you had changed. Isn't that nice? (: And for me, thats msia (:


Departing soon
Friday, January 20, 2012 2:10 PM
nah~ im not flying to any country (: just going back to msia to celebrate cny ^^ actually there's lessons in the morning today, but i overslept, so skipped. hehehe. planned to go swimming with yijie and roliah after their lessons end but instead of getting up to prepare, i got back to slp again T.T. hahahaha. guilty guilty. and worst! a soar throat just appear out of now where T.T cny leh!! means i cnot eat any fried food ah? go and die la!!! i dont care!! hahaha. so yeap (: will be back to post about cny next wed or thurs ^^

HAPPY CNY!! ^^


12:08 AM
creating a new apple id is so mafan T.T haiyooo. its loading very slowly now. my mother bought an iphone 4gs HAHA. she say she use awhile first then give me HAHA. i say forget it la. tsk tsk. (: manage to slept till very late today (: cause lessons begin at 1 pm (: but i was still late la HAHAH. after 4 hours of workshop. went to guardian find teddy bear and seema (: stayed there and chat with them for quite some time ah. haha cause pharmasist not around anyway!!!! feel more comfortable to talk like that. hehehe. after that came back home and went for rena's tuition (: again talk talk talk. but today ok la, quite productive, got learn new stuff. and she was sharing her boyfriend's confession with me AWWWWW SO SWEET HAHA. came back home for dinner (: the watch prince of tennis pairpuri ^^ it would be better if the pictures are actually moving((: one piece is down there loading but i didnt manage to watch it T.T cause i was actually planning to change this blogskin. but then i gave up, too complicated. hehehe. tmr need to wake up early T.T shouldnt had promise yijie and roliah to accompany them go swimming tmr T.T i totally regret it now T.T sighhh. if not tmr i can just skip the lesson eh T.T.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012 11:46 PM
yesterday!!! after sakea ing with yvonne yijie and syah (: went for work. was quite disappointed to see the pharmasist missing la, haha he's my mini crush after all (:

today!! well. back from work. i am now damn freaking tired, but since tmr school starts at 1 so nvm (((: hehehe. woke up early today for gen ed T.T the teacher was late!!! ugh. lessons was normal. then went for piano (: after that went for work (: the pharmacist finally is around ^^ he sprain his leg ah. so thats why he;s not around ytd. BUT! my affection towards him like slowly slowly decreasing already leh!! cause most importantly!!! he doesnt have a sense of humor T.T and he speaks damn softly T.T sighhhhhhhhh. HAHAH find new one!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. work with farah damn freaking fun!! ^^ i just found out that she's also an anime freak!! OMGGGG. hahahaa!! and whats more shocking!!!! SHE WATCHED PRINCE OF TENNIS TOO ^^^^^^^ AND WHATS EVEN MORE SHOCKING!! THE NEW PRINCE OF TENNIS CAME OUTTT ^^ THE SEQUEL!! OMG OMG OMG IM G=SO EXCITED THAT I CANT SLP NOW OMG OMG OMG!!! ^^

Cranky
Monday, January 16, 2012 9:14 PM
ya! as title stated, im damn cranky today. haha you know whyyyyy~~ hmmm. today was quite a typical day. it was damn boring in the morning == had thermodynamics. T.T so difficult T.T i duuno how to do T.T sighhhhhh. actually i got alot of assignments to do now eh. hahaha. and i dunno why am i not doing anything. tsk tsk. anyway!! i'll do ltr! hmmm. after that went to poly marina. (: everyone got a chance to drove a safety lifecraft and a boat ^^ steer or drove HAHA. i duuno. whatever. anyway! it was just damn fun!! fun plus fun plus fun (: i shall go do my assignments now. else, i wont have any other time to do already. working both tmr and wed T.T sighh. nvm! i can see my crush ^^

Tired
Sunday, January 15, 2012 8:04 PM
so so tired. im so so so tired!!! back from work around 5 going to 6. actually got off work around 4 (: work in the morning alone was damn boring T.T luckily seema came earlier! (: today i saw a damn handsome guy sia at work ((: hahaha!! seema complaining why nvr call her. teddy bear also came to work (: she also saw!! sighhh, that guy perfume or whatever you call that is sooo~~ sighhh. hahahah! hmm. after that went with seema for lunch at jp. roti prata again! hehe but nice la! this time i ate onion ((: nice nice nice. (: next time must go with my friends (: while eating (: another handsome guy appear then he sit next to us WAHAHAHAHA. handsome handsome (((: but was talking about ray the whole day la. hahaha! YES! I GOT A NEW CRUSH! ^^ WAHAHAH. he's not that old leh (: hehe he even told seema that age is not a problem ^^ WAHAHA. cant wait to work on the same day as him on tues (: haha!! i think i'll just blush till he leave la!! HAHAHA. OMGGGGGGG ^^

SS BBQ
Saturday, January 14, 2012 11:35 PM
went for tuition in the morning. i think this phrase is so common, that next time i can just skip this. then after that came back home and spam on one piece!! ((: went to meet lara and greta after that. i didnt know they met early ): then can join them for pizza T.T HAHA. its had been a long long time since i last ate one. hmmm. after that went to wcp (: the bbq pit was so near polymarina!! hmmm. the shipyard was damn freaking noisy!! wasnt able to eat much T.T stick with the same usual ppl. then went walking around. then came back to eat cake. the cake was damn freaking nice!!! luffy!!!!!! nice nice nice. i also want!!! i want chopper!! ^^ sigh. i really miss the old times where all of us are tgt and acting crazily. like the time is nvr ending. now like so fast then over alr. sigh. i guess im just feeling lonely. sigh. haha. or pms ing.

Disappoint
Friday, January 13, 2012 10:41 PM
i think my self esteem is getting lower and lower. well. i'll explain that later. went to gym early in the morning. all the guys are late == haha. so syah roliah and me jsut wen to gym first. we didnt dare to enter haha. cause got guys inside. so ps sia. chang! how you go alone sia. after that did some exercises. others did alot sia. haha i feel so weak. im a burden haha. then went to someplace to eat beehoon from home. hidayat was saying he hates those girl wearing super short shorts and super big shirt. he say very ugly. then i look at myself. then i ask him, "my shorts is not super short and my shirt is not super big right?" HAHA cause i was wearing sp shirt and shorts. then everyone just burst out laughing!! anyway. went for lessons after that (: then home. then went for tuition. again, talk talk talk. hahahah. only do two questions only! tsk tsk. went for dancing lessons after that.

ok! i shall explain now. the reason i feel like a failure is because of all the things im currently doing. one by one ok?

studying - its not a major problem, but im not coping well. well. this had become a minor problem already.

piano - well! this is just one major problem!! why am i still learning this! i really freaking lousy at this! im not bringing myself down or what, but if you know how to play piano, you will see how lousy i am. even normal people at grade one can play a song in one day. me? one month also cnot.

dancing - hmm, im not a great dancer and i admit, but everyone just catches up so fast that i feel that im being a burden wanting the teacher to repeat over and over again.

working - both tuition and guardian.. i dont even have a day to rest totally at home like after school. surprisingly, i dont feel tired at all. but i dont know anything at work other than the cashier! what for?! you cant do closing! work how long alr? and can only work for like what? one day per week? T.T

i know when the future soon arrive, i have to drop one of these. a cca is a must for uni right? im even planning to take a dip plus. oh dear, im just suiciding. i know there's not such word. i cant bear to give up any as they are all dear to me even though im bad at them T.T hardwork counts right. i'll try my best. but i think im just pushing myself off the limits. sometimes, trying too hard will only make it worst. but thats just sometime.


Thursday, January 12, 2012 10:50 PM
today was quite a messy day? haha no la, actually its not, i got influenced so much by one piece. had normal lessons and workshop (: saw liping at fc 2 (: ermmm. then back home and didnt have tuition. sooooo. actually its quite a boring day ah. haha other than the fact that yuhua got stomped. haiyoyo. if you want to do it no prob, but pls find somewhere more secretive la. even the school will be a better choice. HAHAH. going to gym early tmr with classmates T.T need to wake up earlier than usual. haixx. haven even packed the stuff. haixxx. tmr then pack la.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012 9:10 PM
yesterday i didnt even had the chance to blog T.T had school and piano and straight to work T.T first time working with farah though (: she's a nice person (: and too bad the first weekdays im working the pharmacist is not around HAHAHA. i pray that none of my colleagues see this. else i might as well be dead haha.

alright, how should i summarize my today (: hmmm. went to gen ed early in the morning. today's gened lesson was the most fun gened lesson i ever had!! it was just fun. its gender discrimination!! hahaha. fun fun fun! and funny (: after that went to thermo class. not bad not bad. still can understand what the teacher is talking. all the integration coming back sia T.T sian!! T.T went to look for greta at her house ltr (: it was such a trouble to contact her cause i forget to bring my phone today T.T stupid me. so after that went for ban mian and JJC open house (: danial and avril bought us around the school. we even got to play squash! nice nice. (: we didnt spot any handsome guys leh T.T HAHAHA. while waiting for danial and avril to bathe. we went to watch the soccer match (: actually we were just talking la. haha. came home and went for tuition (: it was overally an enjoyable day today for me (:

Yacht & Results
Monday, January 9, 2012 6:33 PM
OK! i got to go on a yacht today!! ((: my first time ever on a yacht. when i told roliah this will be my last time she say she's going to invite me to hers next time HAHA. crazy idiot. anyway, the trip was damn freaking fun!! we were all running around the whole yacht. one of the teacher is just sitting inside enjoying the aircon HAHAH. the waves are damn freaking nice!! too bad not everyone bought their cameras T.T everything is just so nice!! saw tankers, ships that hold cars (dont know whats the name) alot alot of stuff!! although the yacht is shaking from side to side very vigorously, its lucky that none of us vomit ((: the wind is the best!!! as we were the first group, we have to go back to classroom and wait for the two others group to finish, one trip quite long leh T.T then we blasted music through the class speaker!! HAHAHAHAH!! like club!! HAHA. syahirah took alot of crazy photos of crazy ppl. ((: fun fun fun (: after that went back home with yijia and roliah on bus 30 (: i checked my eng results!!! i got B4! i had nvr score this high eh!! highest was c5 ^^ hehehehehe. very good for me already ^^ im a happy girl today!! ((:

where the ppl sleep onboard (((:



was trying to take the wheel roliah is just too funny not be to captured. HAHA. it'll be funnier live.

Saturday, January 7, 2012 8:08 PM
ok!! feeling much better than the morning. hahah fast right. but im still feeling equally guilty. ok! so im going to rant about the dinner just now (: haha. it was ok but at the same time awkward. we haven met each other and had a talk for very very very very very very long!! i meant it! haha! i was totally acting like a country girl just now!! talking very loudly and confidently. haha i didnt care how dirty my mouth is but just continue eating know that its very dirty HAHAHA. i cant feel it ok!! he's not bad la. but still, you dont suddenly ask ppl out after we had not met for so long right?? its just weird, == but at least better than qq? HAHAHA hmmm. btw!! i told him i got a boyfriend HAHAHAHA. and after that, he like got abit..... just abit! stop talking that much alr. turn off?? haha. hope so. and after that while going home, i found out the two idiots qq and zt are at his house == i totally hope that they dont let the cat out the bag for me == but anyway! i havent seen them for weeks so they may not know also. HAHAH he knows almost all my classmates la!! even daniel!! == and gibson! omg == terrible friends he made tsk tsk. i totally sound like a bitch now haha. sorry la. i dont want to have any more links with the guys in my class. enough is enough. shall go and bath now (:

Early In a SATURDAY Morning
10:47 AM
i just felt so much like a horrible person today!! maybe i really am. i woke up early in the morning at 7 am preparing to go to work. but then i realise that i have tuition at 10 30 ltr!! so i just went back to slp guiltily! wanting to contact them ltr. my ic sms ed me around 9 asking me where am i. so i told her the truth, i dont even have thought of lying to her or what. hello? this is a sat morning! its my fault, thats why im feeling guilty! i shouldnt have told her that i can work on sat morning T.T but then in the end, the student said this week cnot. start next week. again, i totally understand thats my fault for not making it clear at first T.T im not being sarcastic. suddenyl all the depressed thoughts just came up. is this what im doing really what im enjoying? why am i doing this. for money? yes thats true. but i always wanted to do something that i enjoy as well/ this apply to poly as well. is that really what i want for the rest of my life?? really?? you sure? i dont have the courage like roliah to start all over again. or are all this just reality T.T

Friday, January 6, 2012 10:31 PM
today wasssss. how do i say itttt. it just felt very long for me. haha. is this how fridays suppose to be??? hmm. woke up and went for bst at 9. the lecturer spent 1 hour talking about his holiday haha. and lesser than 30 min for the actual lesson. HAHA he best la!! really. we were released super earlier than expected!! tsk tsk. went to eat at fc 3 with roliah and yijie (: i cant believe roliah use to pierce herself last time!!! actually, she did all those things that gangster did except for fighting!! cause she just wanted to understand why ppl wants to do this type of stuff 0.0 shocking rightttttt. went to take mrt with yijie ltr, i alomost forgot to alight at je!! hahaha. while waiting at the interchange, i almost die out of heat stroke!! the weather is just so warm and dry!! my god. waited for gretty at mc for agesssssssssssssssssssss... hahahaha not that long la. ate alot of stufffffffff. then went to kfc with gretty (((: hehehe. talk talk talk then home (: met rena while waiting for bus so jsut went home tgt. and its somehow weird we are going to meet ltr again for tuition. haha. yeap. so had tuition and came back home for dinner then went for dancing lesson ((: long day right T.T i know T.T tmr got morning shift somemore T.T im going to look like a zombie!! T.T and tmr dinner is going to be damn awkward T.T

Thursday, January 5, 2012 9:53 PM
i was able to wake up very late today!! ((: hehe cause lessons begin at 1 pm ((: after the workshop ends at 5 (: i went guardian for a awhile. "awhile" haha. helped lut to clear all the stocks cause no one else is working and the peak hour is coming soon!! luckily rena wants to change the tuition to tmr (: else i confirm late HAHA. the new pharmacist not bad lehhhh. hahaha!! i got a feeling thats the guy seema is refering to tsk tsk. so came back home and had dinner ((: wanted to go for a jog but the food is too tempting HAHA.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012 10:20 PM
woke up late today. the alarm clock didnt ring!! not my fault haha. i woke up around 7 40 and i have gen ed at 8. haha so just set another alarm at 9 for the lesson at 10 and went back to sleep (((: hahaha. but im still late for the 10am lesson. went to eat at clementi mall mc alone T.T cause no one accompany T.T so saddddd~~~~ gretty is officially a lolligirl haha. ltr she become ah lian HAHAHA. lara just said she missed me on twitter awwwwwww~~~~~~ hahaha i miss you too lara (((("::::::: hehe shall go back and watch one piece!! luffy~~~

First Day Of School
Tuesday, January 3, 2012 8:48 PM
my first day of school started quite terribly T.T engineering drawing was damn freaking boring!! had to draw on the first day of lesson and its so damn freaking hard T.T released earlier cause we finished earlier (: went to sakea with yijie after that (: babi roliah doesnt want to join us. haha ate too much until damn full!! then went kbox!! (((: sang till 5 plus (: quite long ah. but when we are walking back to jp, my stomach suddenly hurt damn badly. i cant even stand straight. going home was worst. i feel like im dying!! had to take a cab home from lakeside mrt T.T that's how bad it was. i think the taxi driver must be like what the hell is wrong with this girl tsk tsk. just lie on bed after i return home and sleep. haha my foot was dangling at the corner of the bed cause i dont want to dirty my bed. hehe. wake up feeling much better. i think i've go for a medical checkup. ok. worst tmr there's gen ed T.T at 8 am T.T fuck gen ed seriously!

Sunday, January 1, 2012 8:57 PM
weeheee the first day of 2012 (: it was miserable for me T.T had dim sum in the morning. and my mother and her friend went shopping and the rest of us just have to sit down there for like 1 hour and do nth == after that still go expo for the china thingy exhibition. true i did learn something from there but it was just boring == seriously. but what cheered me up was the food station at the last stop (((: hehehehe. the food are nice and there's this really handsome guy ^^ hahahaha. seema was telling me that she wants to intro a new guy to me HAHAH. apparently, there's this new guy working at guardian and she guarantee he is cute. haha she ask me to check it out on tues. so well, no pain no gain HAHAHA. had dinner with my grandparents (: chilli fish (; very long nvr eat already (: wait for lihui come back then go eat again WAHAHAHA. school's reopening T.T i dont want go to school T.T