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i dont think loving rainy days is a strange thing leh ^^ i simply love rainy days, i feel super super relaxing during rainy days^^ they rainy sky calms me down more then the sunny one. (: especially the scene from my window (: ok. anyway, i stayed home the whole day today *clap clap clap* HAHA piano in the morning. ermmm, then i cooked my own lunch myself ^^ wahahahahah! it doesnt taste that bad la ^^ WAHAHA. ok... my dream is to become a splendid housewife ^^ i will learn cooking all cuisines ^^ chinese nyona french japan ^^ WAHAHAHA. (: im going to creat a happy family next time (: i wouldnt be scolding my children with my throat like what my mother did. im convinced enough that im born in a good family, a good background, everything. i know very well, super well, that im alot more luckier than other children out there. but some thing that they have, i definitely doesnt have. im willing to exchange places with them. to make this clear, im not blaming or cursing my parents or anything. i know they care, but. sigh.. it doesnt really matter. i know that any children without any parent out there will feel like punching me right now. maybe i need a punch to wake me up. Dear sky, im willing to exchange both health and wealth for love. reborn me with that after im dead. (: